Tairyu Jisatsu

Blister

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 02:25:15 GMT

So its back to school and I have blisters on the bottom of my feet from standing in line to buy books and they fucking hurt.

im so calling u out for this bitch

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 02:27:35 GMT

So I'm very bored. I should probably write about my recent trip to Miami and Modesto, but I am not that bored. I have just finished a painting and a few ink drawings. I am currently working on an 18x24 painting. I just put down a layer of water prof India ink on it. It can take as much as 24 hours for the ink to fully dry and I will need it fully dried before I can aptly paint to it.

Strap on your gloves and goggles children its time to join the Smiles Guild.

Thu, 24 May 2007 13:01:07 GMT

So today I walk the path alone again because I suck there I said it stop hurting me.
My feet hurt so I did what modern medicine told me to do last night during sex “CUT THEM OFF BOY WITH A HAND SAW”. So that’s just what I did I know you can thank me latter. As I drag myself across the path I see the devil buying fruit and god only knows what else at that frames market thing that they have on Tuesday. I should have stopped and said hi but the devil had the look of a jogger with a Walkman on so I decided to listen to SPK instead. I finely came across a nice sails man who was selling feet. Just like in that disturbed picture book mom use to read. I bought the last pair. I was happy just like cookie, but as we all know all good things must get raped. I discovered that the feet where woman’s feet and two sizes to small also that they where a little to pink and lets just say to LIME GREEN for my taste so I then ate my bottle of Coca Cola Classic and drowned just like Kentucky Fried Chicken would have wanted. What dose that look like in Chinese?

Daniel Webster

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 23:58:43 GMT

The smile burnt in my mind kills my slowly only to pull me up from the blackness and start over again. The teeth rip into me taring away and subsiding soon I haven't slept for some time its been keeping me up riping into everything where are we again? and how soon until we get there? Whats my dream again I seem to have forgotten again I knew what I was going to say but when I tried to speak the words failed to come the plan failed and we all died sleep why dose the body want to rest there's so much to do sleep why do we sleep? Is it just practice for death?

McDeezies

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 23:04:40 GMT

Stuff the crunch is near sleep the weekend just went by like that very very Nate very gods in well who knows sickness eyesore octopus life when was the first sun rise?
back to the prison that is the mind

im so calling u out for this bitch

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 00:57:27 GMT

so the smell of acrylic paint has filled my nostrils again piercing my brain burning my tongue. sleep as it is called eludes me again. work I have a lot to do. more to say another day.

ANGST

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 11:31:49 GMT

So I'm getting an idea of what i want to do with life. know just act on it right? A time to grow up maybe? I kinda don't know what to write, guess I'm kinda lost. I always get nervous right before school starts. I need to try and heal my relationship with my mom......... don't know where that came from ?! It's time to stop talking about my ideas and just do them. Write, draw, and paint. work that's what it is called. Its not the idea that gets them wet its the finished its the masterpiece........... why did I just write that? My heads swimming. sleep is good very good. Why can't I grasp it? Things bother me.

QDGHHJGFFVFBGDFBNHFNJGFGHJ IS GAY {GOD I HATE THAT FAG}

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:58:37 GMT

So I remember this urban legend from elementary school that if you tied a rubber band around your scrotum your testicle's would fall off.

time to get to work

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 03:02:32 GMT

So I'll start on that stupid fucking project tomorrow. I have a lot of work to do but I think I can pull it off. I also have the time to go to my Tae Kwon Do class, for now. If I want to past my next test I will have to start training as soon as schools out. What elsa can I put here? Oh Trevor I'm still kinda mad at you for being such a whinny bitch Monday.

Where Dead Angels Lie

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:29:23 GMT

This song kinda reflects the way I feel about the direction in witch my life has gone and were I want to take it

Where Dead Angels Lie

In the dawn an angel was dancing
surrounded by an aura of light
But in the shadows something was watching
and with patience awaiting the night
Angel whispers: "Mournful night, attractive night,
your dark beauty obsesses me"
An angel bewitched by the shadows
Seduced by the whispering lies

A spell was cast and the sky turned red
The angel's heart froze to ice
The blackness that falls is coming to stay
Under the snow lies angels so cold

Dusk has passed and a cold morning breeze
is sweeping all over the plain
On the ground lies an angel with skin so pale
On her face an image of pain
Snow is now falling to the frozen ground
The angel is covered by white
Frost is spreading across the plain
to welcome the eternal night

The dress is white with crystals of ice
and frozen roses so red
Roses of blood from an innocent soul
On the plain lies an angel dead

A spell was cast and the sky turned red
The angel's heart froze to ice
In the gloomy sky black clouds were gathering
The silence was broken by cries
A spell was cast and the sky turned red
The angel's heart froze to ice
In the gloomy sky - The silence where dead angels lie

Touch the snow... Caress the lifeless sculptures
Die!!!

The blackness that falls is coming to stay
Under the snow lie angels so cold
Yet with each crystal of frost that is falling
another story is told
A spell was cast and the sky turned red
The angel's heart froze to ice
In the gloomy sky - The silence where dead angels lie

Lyrics: Jon Nödtveidt fonder of Dissection

lifes boring I need a date

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:41:20 GMT

So I got up today and was filled with pure boredom. So I went down to State Street and decided to argue with some bible nuts. I never see the same bible nut twice and that kinda bothers me when I think about it for some reason. Anyhow I killed about two hours with this one bible nut you see people gods perfectly fine with slavery in fact he says you can keep slaves. So to justify this the woman says well slavery was better back then. Oh sweet Jesus I just love it when people try and justify slavery. Oh and lets not forget genocide God lets his people do that too he tells them to. There is a problem here you see listening to bible nuts justify genocide and slavery use to always make me laugh but after that incident at the Church of Scientology the bible nuts suck now their not funny anymore. It has been over a year since I last spent my weekends with someone special. God I miss her sometimes. Trevor ana Alex are right I need to find someone new.

so so

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 01:56:52 GMT

So I not sure what to do with my life again. Feeling lost again, but in a good way. I'm not sad, just lost if you know what I mean.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 02:26:31 GMT

I'm feeling a lot better this week. I ran into Lorenzo and Gareth today at school. Its nice to see old friends again. That stupid ball project is due tomorrow, so I'll have more to say about that latter.

^_^

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 07:58:30 GMT

Damnation has been achieved I have decided to use this site for impotent things this isn't one of them.

Hideki Tojo’s Revenge

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 00:25:04 GMT

What was doing this past week? Well I went down to Van Nuys to visit Trevor. Upon exiting the train I realized that I forgotten something. HOW FUCKING HOT THE VALLEY IS!!!!! Trevor and his friend Steven picked me up and I spent the rest of the day with them. We saw the new Super man movie. I spent the night at Trevor’s place. His sisters reminded me of unstable chemicals. Then Jackson came in the morning and we went to his house. The next day we went to Anime Expo. I don’t know a lot about anime at all. So I found myself in a strange and frightening new world.. Two thoughts crossed my mind when I stepped foot in there. One this reminds me of that one episode of South Park and Shawn would fucking love it here. We didn’t do much the first day that we where their. On the second day we got to see a concert. Its not that the singer’s Yozuca and oh I don’t remember the other ones name where bad its just that for the most part all female Japanese singes I have herd sound the same. Like the Jingle Cats on speed. If you don’t know who the Jingle Cats are then I envy you. On the last day that we where their we got to see the new Full Metal Alchemist movie. I don’t watch that show so I was very lost. I then ran into someone from my Tae kwon do class. Why cant I remember her name?! I was suppressed to run into someone I knew. So I spent some time with her and her friends. What is her name?!! I then bought some pens. We then got to see the miscarried this was so cool I cant even put it into words. It was a fun trip even if I know nothing about anime. I then spent the rest of my vacation at home watching my family fight.

FUCK YOU TAYLOR YOU FUCKING NAZI

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 09:34:26 GMT

So yesterday was my brother Taylors birthday and I cant help but wonder if he reads the stuff I post on hear. Well FUCK YOU TAYLOR YOU FUCKING NAZI. Normally I would me fine with what I’ve written but someone said I should write more. Well I was going to but well FUCK YOU TOO. Im going to go draw I will just copy this old bulletin

METALHEAD
[ ] Do you have long hair?
[ ] Do you like Beer? (HATE IT)
[ ] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[ ] You don't believe in God?
[X ] You have a pentacle on some clothing article etc.?
[X ] You own some spikes?
[ ] Can you play guitar?
[X ] Do you own Boots?
[X ] Do you rock out?
Total X: 4

DRAMA
[X] Ever been in a play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[ ] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[ ] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total X: 1

--REDNECK--
[ ] do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a truck?
[ ] Do you like to go on four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
Total X: 0 FUCK THE SOUTH!!!!

-GOTH--
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[X] Is most of your clothing dark?
[X] Do you think about death often?
[X] Do you want to die?
[X ] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[X ] do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 5

--Scene KID--
[x] Do you own band shirts?
[ ] Is a bandana part of your everyday outfit?
[ ] Do you hate "Push Pits"?
[ ] Is going to a show a bi-weekly ritual?
[ ] Are there "X's" in your screen-name?
[ ] Do you sometimes or often wear camo?
[ ] has your myspace profile had a rap song?
[ ] do the words "headwalking, windmills, and pill-on" mean anything to you?
Total X: 1

--SKATER/PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[X] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[ ] Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
[ ] Do you like mohawks?
[X] Do you wear band shirts?
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 3

--PREP--
[ ] Do you say the word "like"
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do you make fun of people for what they wear?
[ ] You giggle alot when your with your friends?
[ ] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH
[ ] Do you freak out if you dont have your cell?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you have a little dog?
[ ] Do you laugh a lot?
Total X: 0

--HIPPIE--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] You own a tye-dye shirt?
[ ] Do you want to save the animals?
[ ] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[X ] Do you like folk music?
[X ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[X ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar?
[ ] Do you see someone playing frisbee and automatically ask to play?
Total X: 3

--POT HEAD--
[X ] Do you enjoy reggae music?
[X ] Do you think Bob Marley is the best reggae singer ever?
[ ] Do you like the colors red, gold, and green?
[ ] Do you smoke ganja more than once a week?
[ ] Do you have the movie half baked?
[ ] Do you like all the chronic songs?
[X ] Have you ever been in an argument with somebody about how weed is better than alcohol?
[ ]Have you ever smoked weed? (bouth 4 20's)
[X ] Do you make wishes at 4:20?
[X ] Do you like sublime?
Total X: 5

--GHETTO--
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[X]Was Tupac one of the truly greatest rappers in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive? (sometimes)
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"
[X ] Were there fights almost everyday in your middle school?
[ ] Have you ever heard gun shots at night?
[ ] Lived less then 2 blocks from the projects or lived IN the projects? (I think so i will get back to you on this maybe)
[ ] Do you like to listen to Reggaeton/Rap? (what the fuck is that)
Total x: 2

--EMO--
[ ] Do you cry often? (can't cry blame the pills)
[ ] Do you wear hoodies?
[ ] Do you like emo music?
[X] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems?
[ ] Do you die your hair red, black, or any dark color?
[ ] Do you cut your own hair?
[X] Do you sometimes feel very lonely?
Total X: 2

--SURFER--
[X ] Do/have you surf?
[X ] Do you wear flip flops all year round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy or layered?
[X ] Do you love the smell of being at the ocean?
[X ] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Do you think the ocean is radical?
[X] Are you tanned? (MORE LIKE BURNED)
[ ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate/"dislike" tourists?
Total X: 5

--GEEK--
[X] Do you wear glasses? (SO FUCKING WHAT IF I DO)
[ ] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? (no shirt pockets)
[X] Are you on the computer often?
[X] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[X] Do you play video games?
Total X: 4

Dragostea Din Tei

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 11:00:02 GMT

My current project mirror's that Dragostea Din Tei song in more ways then I would like to admit.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 00:46:35 GMT

I need my fucking miracle.

Alone

Wed, 24 May 2006 02:07:05 GMT

I'm alone. I feel lonely again I try to drown this feeling in art, but its hard sometimes. I just had a conversation with a telemarketer on the need for an Oompah Loompah final solution. That's just bad.

Sat, 06 May 2006 10:40:19 GMT

Jedediah came home to eat his corn. His wife Marry handed it to him and said "Jed honey you have been such a good Amish and father I know the children look up to you" "Thank you Marry" said Jedediah and then he looked at his corn. "No" he said the corn had a small burnt part. AMISH HOMICIDE.

Andrea is going to have a bad day on google

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 23:08:06 GMT

So today I went back to the art museum for class. I meat Andrea there and we walked around looking for art to write are final paper's on. She likes japanese art so we spent some time there looking at some. In one print this guy had the creepiest facial expression. It bothered her and like the idiot that I am I had to bring up Hokusai's dream of the fisherman's wife. She didn't believe me and said she would google "women being molested by a octopus" I said she should google the title because that safer but I know she will google the other thing. I left the museum and bought a Christen Death remix Cd that I had hared about. It's very good. I miss my old Christen Death tapes.

PAINT

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 02:28:00 GMT

Paint paint paint paint paint paint paint so much painting to do mommy I'm scared.

Fuck and shit

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 02:41:07 GMT

I failed I only found one baby at the thrift store that would work for my art and I'm pretty sure that was a shit stain on it's head and I'm not eating that but I think I have found a solution to this problem.

Kick

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 02:40:05 GMT

I'm so tiered right now I just got back from tae kwon do class I'm fucking starving.

God Help Me

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 04:57:33 GMT

So I had a enjoyable vacation for the most part. I spent some time with my brother and sister taking pictures and dancing to the Sandstorm and The Final Count Down. I saw the Movie Thank You For Smoking. My relationship with mom has gone to hell since I told her I hate her I know she is sad but no part of me cares. I have finally decide what to do with my room back home. I have not lived their in almost nine years so it is full of stuff I don't need any more I think I will donate it to some kind of charity some day. At the current moment I have two painting that I have to finish before monday.